Re: [PHA_Parents] to Jan and Pam

2008-05-31 22:49:14

Jan,
Thanks for the card. It did give me a smile.
Wow, your life sounds really busy and I have wondered how you do it
all. I am going to have to finish some of my coursework for summer
semester this week. We just came back from a family reunion for Bill's
dad's ninetieth birthday, and we are "trial empty -nesters", as Bill
puts it, this week. We have sent our 18 year old son off to Texas with
his sister, where he will visit her for a week, then fly back home. I
am hoping that I will finish my summer assignments in his absence. I am
glad that there is light at the end of the tunnel on this nurse
practitioner thing, but it still must be stressful, adjusting to a new
job and a new role while so much else is going on in your life. I still
have my clinical year to go, but I will start that in the fall just
after our son leaves for college.
Pam, I hope the surgery goes well Monday and that Becky is able to
handle the recovery well. You and Becky will be in my prayers. Keep us
all advised.
Jennifer

Indy conference

2008-05-31 21:04:33

I have now posted the up-to-date info on our Nov. 7-8 conference in
the calendar section. The web page is included so you can find the
full schedule, hotel, and registration information there.
(The previous listing was incomplete, but I don't know how to delete
it.)
Contact me if I can be of help.
Kay nkpullen@...

weight gain

2008-05-31 15:06:39

before i was in the physical mess that i'm in now i was very active.
now that the pain from my tos has progressed I have gained 20 pounds
in the last 6 months. it is absolutely scaring me! i can't wait until
i feel well enough to get my weight back down again. what if it's too
late though? has anyone gained weight while dealing with tos? does
anyone have any exercies that someone like me can do? i've also been
on lyrica which i've heard dosn't help the problem any. i'm upset
though because i really used to watch my weight and exercise, mountain
bike, ride horses, lift weights, all that kind of thing. please help
with any suggestions.

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Pacific NW residents (OT)

2008-05-31 11:23:01

Hi Mary Ann, I can't relate to this living in Southern California but I wish I could. lol. We always need rain so badly.

This is really funny and I know very true for you.

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Pain In Arm After Surgery?

2008-05-31 04:32:15

Hi all
I had surgery for first rib removal 2 months ago. The surgery went
great and I feel alot better. Much better than I have in 5 years. I
dont even have to take ANYTHING for pain. They removed the rib through
a small incision under my left arm. I have been having a bit of pain
in my left arm. It feels like someone punched my arm, or the way your
arm feels after having a shot. I also have been having a pain like
arthritis in my left hand, its right in my palm and my fingers are
achy. Im wondering if anyone here and also had the same surgery, and
do they have the same or similar symptoms.
Thanks
Marie

Welcome New Member - RoxyChick

2008-05-30 18:14:40

Hi RoxyChick, and welcome to Sarcoidosis Support. I'm sorry if you have Sarcoidosis but I am glad you found us. This is a group of wonderful caring people. If you need support, understanding and knowledge, you have found it here. "Understanding", because we all have this disease and know what you are going through, "support" because we all need it and "knowledge" because we are all so willing to share what we know with one another.
Please post us and introduce yourself and tell us a little bit about what is going on with you. We're looking forward to getting to know you and welcome you into our "family". I think you will enjoy getting to know us too.

Betty Thomas - List Mom
bbutterfly@...

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Surgery is rescheduled

2008-05-30 11:49:43

well, my surgery on november 2nd that was cancelled has finally been
rescheduled after 3 days of leaving messages, etc. my surgeons
secretary called and said that the thoracic surgeon who is going to
work with mackinnon wants to do it on a tuesday since it's going to be
in his operating room. she said that mackinnon was booked until the
end of january. i was thinking no way in hell i'm going to wait for
another 3 months. then she said she'd try to rearrange the schedule
and see what she could do. yesterday evening she called and guess
what? NOVEMBER 28TH! I'm so excited yet it still seems like forever
away. I haven't heard from anyone who has been a patient of Susan
Mackinnon. Has anyone had any experiences with her or heard of any
reccomendations, etc? at this point i could care less exactly how
qualified she is but i was just wondering. and, i know that she is an
extremely good surgeon, even performing the first nerve transplant.

Pacific NW residents (OT)

2008-05-30 09:16:36

So very TRUE!!! Enjoy! I'm sending this to my friends & family who may not actually understand ALL of it, but may begin to understand those of us that live here. [INLINE]

God bless,

Mary Ann, OR

Jeff Foxworthy comedy routine--You might be from the Pacific Northwest if:
1. You know the state flower (mildew).
2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash.
3. You use the statement "sun break" and know what it means.
4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee.
5. You know more people who own boats than air conditioners.
6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant.
7. You stand on a deserted corner in the rain without an umbrella waiting for the "Walk" signal.
8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it is not a real mountain.
9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Seattle's Best, and Veneto's.
10. You know the difference between Chinook, Coho, and Sockeye salmon.
11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Issaquah, Oregon, and Willamette.
12.You consider swimming an indoor sport.
13. You can tell the difference between Japanese, Chinese and Thai food.
14. In winter, you go to work in the dark and come home in the dark - while
only working eight-hour days.
15. You never go camping without waterproof matches and a poncho.
16. You are not fazed by "Today's forecast: showers followed by rain," and "Tomorrow's forecast: rain followed by showers."
17. You cannot wait for a day with "showers and sun breaks".
18. You have no concept of humidity without precipitation.
19. You know that Boring is a town in Oregon and not just a state of mind.
20. You can point to at least two volcanoes, even if you cannot see through the cloud cover.
21. You notice "the mountain is out" when it is a pretty day and you can actually see it.
22. You put on your shorts and fire up the barbecue when the temperature gets above 50, but still wear your hiking boots and parka.
23. You switch to your sandals when it gets about 60, but keep the socks on.
24. You have actually ridden your mountain bike on a mountain.
25. You think people who use umbrellas are either wimps or tourists.
26. You knew immediately that the view out of Frasier's window was fake.
27. You buy new sunglasses every year, because you can't find the old ones after such a long time. Or better yet, you continue to wear your sunglasses on cloudy and rainy days.
28. You measure distance in drive time.
29. You often switch from "heat" to "a/c" in the same day.
30. You use a down comforter in the summer.
31. You carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them.
32. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit under a raincoat.
33. You know all the important seasons: Almost Winter, Winter, Still Raining (Spring), Road Construction (Summer), Deer & Elk season (Fall).
34. You actually understand these jokes and forward them to all your friends in the Northwest or those who used to live here

Having Op on Thursday 2nd Nov!

2008-05-29 17:42:54

My surgeons receptionist has rang today to inform me that my surgery
will be this Thursday! Thanks for the notice! 3 days time hmmmmm!
Not only do my parents have to travel from interstate to get here, my
2 sons need to be cared for and my fiance is about to sail with work
TOMORROW!!!! I am waiting for my fiance to call me back to let me know
if his work will land him of the ship till my family arrives! Oh fun
times ahead for me. Shall let you all know how I get on!
Sam

OT - Happy Birthday JoAnn

2008-05-29 15:58:53

Jo Ann,

I had a birthday greetings sent to you yesterday but I haven't seen it come through the Sarc Site, so went back and got the "Go To" link to it, and copied and pasted it below.

RE: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] Surgery

2008-05-29 11:41:26

try dexonline.com for orthopedic surgeons

OT - Thank You Sue

2008-05-29 05:04:53

Thanks so much, Sue for the link. We read a lot and study and try to learn and share with one another about this sarc-creature, and I appreciate this link to read and study.

I put it in my favorites so I could keep it in my Sarc folder there. As I have time will read. I have 2 links there I'm still reading on. Again, Sue, this is greatly appreciated.

Hope you're having a great weekend.

Ray & Liz

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Re: [PHA_Parents] A card from Janet L. Windz

2008-05-29 01:49:18

Thank you, Jan for the card. That was sweet of you to send it to us. Love, Donna, Kari's Mom.
"Janet L. Windz" <jwindz@...

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Welcome New Member - Kathi

2008-05-28 19:35:11

Hi Kathi, and welcome to Sarcoidosis Support. I'm sorry if you have Sarcoidosis but I am glad you found us. This is a group of wonderful caring people. If you need support, understanding and knowledge, you have found it here. "Understanding", because we all have this disease and know what you are going through, "support" because we all need it and "knowledge" because we are all so willing to share what we know with one another.
Please post us and introduce yourself and tell us a little bit about what is going on with you. We're looking forward to getting to know you and welcome you into our "family". I think you will enjoy getting to know us too.

Betty Thomas - List Mom
bbutterfly@...

Various

2008-05-28 16:15:34

Hello all,

Jan, thanks for the card. It was really nice. This hasn't been a very easy week for me, so a reminder to keep smiling is good.

Well, I am getting nervous as Becky's surgery is on Monday. It looks like we have a good chance to get Becky's Flolan up to the right dosage by then. She is having to take several other medications just to deal with the Flolan side effects. I just hope it helps her to be stable during the surgery because it sure has caused her a lot of grief.

I am waiting to hear back from the pediatrician regarding my youngest daughter, Laura, 11, who keeps having stomach problems. We had an abdominal x-ray done or her yesterday as well as about 4 different types of blood tests run that the pediatrician had ordered. She told my husband when he took her that it could be a variety of things and that she needed the tests to tell what the problem is. I just hope I can get the results today and that it is something that is treated easily. I don't want her to be sick with Becky going in the hospital on Monday.

I went to the orthopedist this week (it had been 4 weeks since I fractured the bone). He took off the cast and put me in a boot that functions like a cast and said for me to come back in 4 weeks. I can drive if I take it off and put it back on afterward, although he doesn't want me to drive unless I need to. Well, duh, I don't know too many people that don't need to drive. Also, he said I could put a little weight on it if I need to take care of Becky while she's in the hospital, but otherwise to stay off it.

Jennifer, I guess I wasn't aware either that a person's pulmonary pressure could be higher than systemic pressure. I never heard of that. I guess I will be glad that Becky's pressures aren't that high. They have never been higher than the 70's. Of course, I learned after awhile that how high someone's pressure is with PH isn't the whole story, so like Lori, I try to pay more attention to how she is doing.

Pam (mom to Becky - 17 - severe PH, scoliosis, congenital heart disease, reactive airway disease, multiple spleens, ADD, etc.; Johnny - 14; and Laura - 11)

A card from Janet L. Windz

2008-05-28 06:09:23

Dear PHA,
Janet L. Windz (jwindz@...) has sent you a Jacquie Lawson electronic
greeting card.
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Mass

2008-05-27 20:49:05

Sometime during my MRI a few years ago and after my TOS diagnoses a MASS was
found and was 4-5 mm in length near my Sub-Clavicle nerve, directly on a main
nerve. I have mentioned it to all my Dr.s and no one flinches or has wanted to
review this mass. My attorney said don't bring it up because it could end up
being the reason for my TOS not your job. I then told him it could be causing me
many of problems for my circulation and its probably from my TOS and the
circulation may have caused it or it could be a tissue formation or damaged
nerves or it could be a clot?
Any suggestions on how I should deal with this? Like since the MRI is my
property cant I just have a vascular surgeon look at it for a second opinion? My
case is already settled so nothing would change if it was caused by my TOS.
However I would have to reopen my case because this could be negligence if it
indeed has been causing more serious problems and no one looked into it.
Basically it has been ignored. Maybe its nothing!
girlymom
Sam <stjack2003@...

clarification

2008-05-27 13:25:26

Hi Jennifer,

Your description of grim is how it feels here. Wether this will do Noel in or not I do not know. I think the card is worried because they have called our house....either doc or nurse almost every day this week.

Yesterday when I heard from the nurse she said they are going to hold off on the lasix due to Noels sulpha allergy but down the road they might try it anyway...smaller doses at first to see if there is a reaction.

she also again...told us not to hesitate to call......and that someone will be there 24 hours a day to answer the call. I found that refreshing.

she also told me that Dr. Battle spoke to Dr. Landsburg in Boston and he said Dr. Battle is doing everything right and it would not benefit Noel to take her to boston at this time. I didn't think that there was anything they could do. Dr. L did say not to hesitate to give her a platelet transfusion if necessary and I told him hematology was ready to do this when needed.

I know things are not right with Noel and this is scary. She has always had high pressure also and for years seemed to do very well. she did go pretty far down when the hemoptysis started and that top part of her heart (electrical conduction system) stopped working...but then putting her on the tracleer and remodulin really seemed to help.

the card had told us that alot of what we are seeing now are the symptoms of ph....and that much of this is caused by the shunting action in her heart.

She was not doing well yesterday...she had to take more than her usual codine and had a couple of spells where she could not breathe at all. I don't know what is up with that...but it is really frightening to her and she starts to cry and get all upset. damm, that must be scary. I don't know why she had those not being able to breathe spells. She is very tired and cyanotic....so I know things are not good here. You didn't panic me...I know things are critical here because the cardiologist told me so.

I would like to send her up on the remodulin....turning the pump up one increment didn't do a lot for Noel....pretty soon I will ask if we can turn it up again....no one can go on like this .........

It is a hard call for the docs too....I know it is...

we are taking her back on the 15th of August. one of us..ron or myself...is going to ask him if he thinks we should have the hospice nurse come in. the hematologist spoke to me about this several months ago....but I did not do anything about it. I am also starting to worry about some other things...like if Noel goes down on the floor I wouldn't be able to lift her up.

I don't know if I mentioned this..but I will again..

we did get a stretcher in case we have to move Noel from the house to the truck....Noel saw it in the garage and told Corrine..her oldest sister that she thought we were grave robbers or body snatchers....heheehehahahahahahaaaa

well, I guess that was better than her thinking that we may someday need it to move her.

I think one of the hardest things that i am dealing with is the tears, the questions....like when she can't breathe and when she can again..she may cry and ask what is happening to me. and she is constantly asking if this means she is dying. in fact she also tells me she is dying at least several times a day. she tells me that I had better start getting used to the idea. I can handle it...but it is hard. and even if she did pass........I hope that it is peaceful and in her sleep.....I don't know how I would deal with a full blown pul hemorrage.
I know this sounds gruesome....but I can't help wondering...I know it won't be good...but I pray it won't go on for a long time....I think the hardest thing would be seeing her suffer....and something really bad happening.

i am sorry that I had to say this on the list.....but I don't have anyone else I can say this type of stuff too.....and I don't feel comfortable asking the doctor all of my wierdo questions...he would probably think I was a nut. they tell you something that could happen and then don't give you the details on what it could be like. sad isn't it in a way that someone would have to think like this...

I do know one thing for sure....Noels life is really crappy lately and she is suffering much...she can't even walk anywhere and if she does it is just about killing her. all she does is sit in her room...well, studio her extra room and watch movies and listen to music she wants to do something...anything but can't...not a fun way to live....

oh well....life does go on......and I hope for a good day with her today...much love celeste

I'm having surgery.....again

2008-05-27 11:48:06

Saw the Nuerosurgeon today and he is organising a date for surgery on
my elbow in the next 2 - 3 weeks. I have had to call my family to come
and stay with my children, as my fiance will be away with the defence
forces! Great timing! The surgery is to decompress the Ulner nerve.
There are no garauntees that this will resolve the issues I have and I
may require another op on my neck if this doesnt work. My MRI and
Nerve tests show compression in both my neck and elbow, but as I had
the neck surgery 2 and a bit years ago, they think it may be the elbow
causing the main problem. I will be sure to let you know how the
surgery goes.

TOS and pectus excavatum

2008-05-27 11:14:20

I was born with moderately severe pectus excavatum, have had right
shoulder pain, temp differences in my hands, and dull aching in my
right pinkie finger as long as I can remember! I was JUST diagnosed
with TOS, even though it makes so much sense in hindsight. Has anyone
else had improvement from repair of the pectus excavatum?
Thanks,
Chris

Re: [PHA_Parents] to Lori

2008-05-27 01:20:20

Hi Lori,

Thank you for writing me back.

Noel has had quite high pressures for some time and I never obcessed on them either. Her ph was systemic for years now they are calling it supersystemic.

Noel also did wonderfully for all that was wrong with her..but lately it is the symptoms that are getting scary. They are hard to deal with esp. when Noel gets so upset and scared.

I love reading about Maddie and I think of her often. She is awesome and you are one awesome mom....

I keep praying that they find out the secret to ph and can come up with a cure soon. I know it probably won't help Noel but if one person can be cured or spared...wow........much love celeste

re: something cool!

2008-05-26 19:12:00

Hey....I want to tell you something cool.........

day before yesterday.....ron and I were looking out the porch window and there was a big bald eagle in the river. He was bathing...walking around with his wings outstretched and drinking the water and stuff. It was way cool and he was right in front of the house. We have seen them flying around and changing colors as they mature....but we have never seen one right in the river.....is that cool or what?

I have to watch my two little dogs when I put them out in their pen...the eagles will be flying in circles above the pen...and I am afraid they will snatch them up and fly away....now that would be shocking to see.

thought someone might enjoy hearing something different for a change.

much love celeste

Re: When is this going to ever end?

2008-05-26 07:56:01

Hello, my surgeon was going to operate on my left elbow (ulnar nerve
decompression) I had the operation scheduled and everything. then a
couple weeks before the BIG DAY i had blood clots and so that's when
she decided to go ahead and do the rib resection since there was
vascular compression. supposedly i will probably also need the elbow
surgery but will have to wait and see. when did you have the neck
surgery? there was problems?

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] driving

2008-05-26 07:13:15

Yes... Lots of pillows... Liz
Does any one have any suggestions on how to make driving with TOS
easier?
Thanks,
Marcie

driving

2008-05-25 19:21:03

Does any one have any suggestions on how to make driving with TOS
easier?
Thanks,
Marcie

2 weeks post-op 1st rib resection

2008-05-25 17:39:19

hi there.
2 weeks post-op...Oct 4th.
I'm struggling because of a lot of swelling and still a lot of pain. I was
under retractor longer than expected because Dr. Avery said it was really
quite a mess in there. My numbers are/were 5 cm on right which I had done
and 2 cm on left.
I have limited range & control of right arm because of swelling of nerves/
build up of fluid affecting biceps and deltoids. I can move my hand and
wrist but that's about it for now. I had full range with my arm day of
surgery but overnight the nerves swelled up and I've had a little day to day
improvement since. My diaphragm was weak too but I've made huge progress
strengthening. I'm very tired and wear out easily but am doing stretching
exercises every day. Just going to be slow!!
I had my first out patient PT appt today which went well. Before surgery, I
moved to SLC to have support from family and it's been reassuring to have
chosen to do the surgery in SF even though I'm doing recovery/pt in SLC. The
therapist said the last surgical case she had was 15 years ago.
She and Dr. Avery have talked at length and I feel very confident with her.
She seems very on the ball as far as the right protocols for healing from
this surgery and nerve desensitivation. The facility is state of the art at
the Univ. of Utah...just very few surgeries are actually performed here.
I have been so impressed with Dr. Avery. I met him a year ago and then again
in March. I had to see a neurologist/ Dr. Ansel from w/c and get his go
ahead before they would authorize surgery. Dr. Avery was very thorough
before and after in his care and responds quickly. He obviously cares about
his patients...and not just those he does surgery on.
Nidia
Injured July,2002: 2 door size boxes/ 120 lbs. fell against my back.
Concentra, then Dr. Weddington for Thoracic/lumbar/cervical strain: PTand
acupuncture & went back to "modified" work after a few weeks. R arm began to
hurt 1/03, complained to work& Dr without any response, continued getting
worse, switched Dr's, Dr. Swartz, MRI 4/03:tendonitis in R shoulder/rotator
cuff, bulge in neck. Dr only offers meds & off work May/03. Changed Dr.'s
again/Dr. Handleman: osteopathic manipulations &prolo injections,acupuncture
& PT. Feeling best since injury until Dr. got a crush on me/had to seek new
Dr., wc took 4 mos to authorize, got increasingly worse. Saw Dr. McClure had
MRI/MRA Nov/04, d/x Bilateral vascular and neurogenic TOS. Cervical epidural
Nov/04. Dr. Hines for pain mgmt. Dr. Rosales for cognitive therapy/psych.
S/x on R shoulder 1/05 w/Dr. Greenwald. Cervical epidural 3/05. 12/05. Moved
to SLC. Dr. Giovanniello/SLC treating Dr, cervical epidur. 1/06 & 3/06. Pool
therapy/PT for TOS. Dr. Shulimson for cognitive therapy/psych. Cervical
Facet block injections 8/06, authorized for rib resection/scalenectomy
10/4/06. On Morphine, neurontin, Baclofen, Cymbalta, Relafen, Prevacid,
Trazodone, Lidoderm Patches, Imitrex for muscle and nerve pain.

clarification

2008-05-25 09:43:15

Hello Celeste,
Thanks for the response.
Let me clarify one thing. When I said that having pulmonary pressures
in excess of systemic was a grave finding, I was using medical
terminology. That means it is very serious. it doesn't mean it will
necessarily put Noel in the grave. Some people, like Maddie, have lived
with high pressures for years.
I realized I probably shouldn't have used that terminology after I
wrote that. I think you understood but I hope I don't panic anyone else
by using that term. Joey died because his PH was rapidly progressive,
which is not the norm.
Noel is a tough girl and I love that story about her dancing until she
passed out, then getting up to dance again. You are also a pretty tough
mom. I know you are going through a lot but I also believe you will
find a way to get through it.
Pam, you are also in my thoughts and prayers. Best wishes for the
surgery. I think what Lori wrote was very good. Sometimes the worry is
the worst thing.I know you will be glad to get all of this behind you.
Jennifer

When is this going to ever end?

2008-05-24 23:44:37

Well after seeing the Nuerologist today, I have to have yet another
MRI scan done. This time on my elbow. I def have nerve compression,
but they cant conclude if it is in my neck or elbow! Hopefully this
scan will confirm either way. If not they will do the surgery in the
elbow first, as it is much simpler, rather than going through the neck
surgery again, if it is not neccessary. There are higher risks of
actually damaging more nerves if they have to open the neck, due to
the previous surgery. So the scan is at 6:15AM yes AM as an emergency
appointment and I will see what the surgeon has to say on Monday!
I am really getting sick of appointments, needles, nerve conduction
studies and being proded. I just wish they would hurry up and fix the
problem!

to Jennifer

2008-05-24 18:42:41

Hi Jennifer,

as you know we have been traveling the ph road since Noels birth.

She was born with this although no one knew until her heart defects were discovered and she was cathed around 18 months....so we have known about severe pph...her pressures then were 88....and the eisenmenger and of course the heart defects.

No, you were not too grim. I know when people ask questions...it is hard to write an answer because you never know if the person on the other end...reading the post will freak out. In fact the hematologist asked me a month or so ago if I want to keep finding out things like platelet numbers and the like and I said yes, definitely. I am the type of person who does better when I know what is going on..or at least the best I can.

I am somewhat aware that Noels condition is at a critical point. It just seems odd...although she is not active and rarely if ever leaves the house anymore...but sometimes she looks so good to us but the medical profession doesn't seem to agree. then other times...like with the headaches...she actually says she would prefer to die....she says this worse than I write....and I feel sad about seeing someone having to suffer this way. but we have our happy times and just try to get through things like the headaches.

I think your explanation was very good.

it was pretty much along the lines of what the card said. I am sure he said something about the right side of the heart working very hard and that this had something to do with her sats dropping. I guess this is what Noel has episodes of decompensation too. Her sats are low and they drop lower....it is different from when I had seen her sats low when she was younger...she seemed to handle things better. Now when her sats drop you can see her color turning so fast....it is just different. she used to pass out when she was doing stuff like when she danced at the sr. ball and passed out..came too..got up and kept right on dancing...that is Noel....

now it is different...she gets such a headache that there is no going on...........

yes, Noel has eisenmenger and it does cause the blood to flow backwards....she had this at dx...and I do think that the holes help the pressure stay down somewhat.....

Yes, I agree that ph is a rotten condition. It has been very hard dealing with everything lately....she just got up and is now bit_hing about the lumps in her legs. I can't blame her...add it all up and it does s_ck! I can't imagine being her age and having her life.

In a way maybe I wonder how long things can go on....but truthfully I try and not think of anything like that. I guess I should and we are starting to think about getting a hospice nurse in here once a month...just in case. I don't want any other services from them. But, I cannot imagine how it would be after.....and I can't.

It was odd....it is just like what I went through with my dad. My mom died of ovarian cancer and when it was her time....I knew and excepted it. when my dad had his first big heart attack the card said he had probably 5 or 6 of them already and then that the arteries in his neck were blocked and there was nothing they could do. they gave him about 6 months and that is how long he lived.

but I never could except that someday he would be gone....my mom used to joke he would outlive me. In some way I believed that he would go on forever....even though I saw the signs and had heard what the card had said. My husband didn't think that there was any possibility or him passing away either. Some things....when you can....are better left ...worrying about until after.

I heard the card say things cannot go on like this....but I know Noel and I bet she could go along for quite awhile. She has made it this far...and if things change...I will deal with it the best I can. I know one thing....my oldest daughter and I have made a pact to have things private for only the immediate family. my husband said his family would probably want to be able to come....I told him ....Lord help them if some of them ever said anything to me...I could see the all out boxing match because to me...if you didn't care to know or see someone when they were alive...don't come when they are gone.

Everything you have told me about Joey....I find amazing. He seemed like he was sooooo wise beyond his years. When he said that so and so wasn't a real doctor and how he knew things.....like he would grow bigger. He was really an amazing child and I have loved hearing about him...he was very brave and sometimes I am content from the lessons I have learned just hearing about some of the things he had said or done. I wonder how he feels looking down from heaven knowing about so many lives that he has touched.

It always made me feel bummed that Noel was never able to have surgery....that they never considered her ph secondary to her heart defect. I don't know if you knew me when...but for a few years at least...I was hopeful that they would be able to drop Noels pressure with something and repair her heart. I had hoped Dr. Barst would be able to do that....thats when she said nothing would ever drop Noels pressure.

You know what else I think about...is the first Pede card we had for Noel...it was Dr. Scott Yeager ...he is at Fletcher Allen in Vermont. I/we loved him....he told us many things about how he felt Noels life would go. he had told us that around 14 or 15 she could start with hemoptosis......he did tell us other things and her life has played out just like he said....just like reading a book....weird huh?????

he did tell us that she could make it until 21 years maybe even 22 years but not much beyond that. It is scary when you think of things that way...

but then...nothing means anything. I know God has a plan and that is what I tell Noel. don't worry about it.....nothing will happen until your spot in Heaven is all ready. It helps me to cope with things also and we have been seeing her suffer for many years not that it makes things any easier.

and of course then there is all the usual stuff....she can't get a boyfriend and everyone else has one.. I and my oldest daughter are trying to get her to make a page on myspace....but she never seems to go on the computer anymore. Oh well...maybe if she doesn't go on soon...I will make one for her...

cher forever. I am also doing the fairy Godmother application and Ron and I discussed last night him taking a leave of absence from work and our taking her somewhere. We could rent a van and so what...did I already mention this....we will see what happens....

thank you for being so helpful and always answering my questions....and as Donna so eloquently put it....you are a Godsend....

much love celeste

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] Surgery on November 2nd

2008-05-24 18:24:52

fiddlinfever,
Let me know how it all goes. Maybe you can keep a journal of your first few
weeks for me to see how people recover. Are you having surgury in the neck or
armpit? Good luck. I had a Deposition last week with my attorney to get my
surgery approved by workers comp. and my attorney cancels my appoinment and
tells me to find another attorney after his representation for 6 yrs. and me
finally ready to do it. I could not believe it. Now I need another attorney
really good and fast. goodluck! Im curious to know what people without workers
comp have to actually pay out of posket for the surgery. Can you privatly email
me that answer?
girlymom
<fiddlinfever@...
Hello all, I'm having surgery on November 2nd with Susan Mackinnon and
Alexander Patterson in st. louis. has anyone had surgery with Susan?
I'm very anxious to have this done, can't be any worse than being in
pain for the past 2 years! I was wanting to hear from someone who has
been a patient of Mackinnon's.

Carol's results

2008-05-24 10:43:33

Carol-

So glad to hear about your eye examination. Great news!!!

Glad to hear that your hypertension and diabetis hasn't caused any damage also. Love to hear good news.

Hope everything is goin' just as great for you, as everything is going.

Have a great weekend, Carol.

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Gail (et al)
I just had my eyes checked (the first time since diagnosed
with sarc) and they checked out great! No changes noted
since the last time I had to buy glasses, so, not even a
prescription change. Yeah!!! Good news, for a change.
The doc told me that unless I had "unforseen" problems,
he doesn't need to see me for another year.
I also have had hypertension for the past 20 years and
diabetes for the past 6 years, and he found no damage
caused by either of those 2 dreadful diseases, either.
Carol

Re: [PHA_Parents] Maddie's check-up

2008-05-24 04:54:09

Hi Lori,

It is good to hear from you and thank you for the Maddie update.

WOW...is that girl growing....six inches.....wow! and gained 20 pounds....great!

I hope Maddie gets to get into the inhaled remodulin trial. I wish they would put it on the market....noel is very sick of her pump although it is small...after awhile remod sub q can make a mess at any site you choose.

I was surprised to read about her pressure. I was almost freaking out when the card said Noels pressures were higher than her bp.....it looks like Maddie's could be that way too. Dr. Barst told us from the beginning that nothing would ever bring Noels pressures down....but she did feel pretty darn good for awhile..while she was able to go up with remod. I have turned her up one incriment....and if I don't see any good effects soon...may try and turn her up again and see what happens.

I am sorry that you are going to have to consider listing Maddie for transplant. it must be very hard. With Noels condition...I guess she will never be able to be listed and if I think about it....it makes me hurt inside. so just look forward to better days.....and that she is still able to be listed and could do great. I love hearing about these children...their spirit blows me away..........

take care of yourself....much love celeste

high pulmonary pressure

2008-05-23 21:10:29

Celeste,
The pulmonary pressures can be higher than systemic pressures. That is
a grave finding.
Joey's pressures were measured at 110 per cath on his original
diagnostic cath. This was higher than systemic for a young child, young
children's blood pressures run lower than ours and his systemic
pressure was around 90/40.
We never repeated the cath because all indications from his echos were
that his pressures continue to climb. Having very high pulmonary
pressures made him a great risk for anesthesia, and I did not want to
expose him to that risk if it was not going to change our course of
treatment. Although Dr. Doyle did give me estimates of his pressures, I
think the current thinking is to just say that the pressures are
greater than systemic, because it has been found that echocardiograms
can overestimate the pressures. The only way to tell what the pressures
really are is to measure them by cardiac cath. And that can pose a risk
to the patient, like I explained to Pam. If the pulmonary pressures are
really very high and the person has a reaction to anesthesia on the
table, any medication you give to raise the blood pressure will also
raise the pulmonary pressures and is likely to be ineffective, which
can basically result in sudden death.
Joey did not have a heart defect or a shunt. He had normal physiology
with PPH. Having pressures in excess of systemic puts a lot of stress
on the right side of the heart, which must work very hard to get blood
to the lungs. When he was sick or his heart was otherwise stressed he
could drop his sats very fast, because his heart just couldn't work
hard enough to get blood into his lungs. He was subject to sudden grave
episodes of decompensation, but otherwise had normal sats.
Noel has eisenmengers physiology, which I think means that the
pressures in her lungs are high enough to where they are causing the
blood to flow backwards through the shunt. Which means that her blood
does not get oxygenated, and she has very low sats. On the other hand,
because she can shunt backwards when the lung pressures get very high,
it puts her less of a risk from physiology for a pulmonary bleed
(platelets are another issue), because there is a way to release some
of that pressure on the lungs.
I am not sure which is better. It is like picking your poison(which we
don't get to pick, anyway). PH is a rotten condition.
I am sure you are probably wondering how long things can go on this
way, and that is anyone's guess. Not all PH is the same. Joey's PH
progressed very rapidly, much more so than the norm. One time, when
Joey was in the hospital with a g.i. bleed, Mr. Blunt-talking doctor
was on staff and basically told me they were worried about Joey dying
while he was in the hospital. He told me in very technical terms, but
it still made me cry all night. Joey was four, but he was very bright.
He told me the next day not to worry about what that doctor had told me
because he was not a real doctor, anyway. (This was a remark that
amused many people when they heard it, because this man was one of the
top experts in the country on pediatric arrhythmias, but he had failed
to impress Joey.)
"I'm not going to die, I am going to grow to be a bigger boy," he told
me. Dr. Doyle came by later and we discussed DNR orders. Although we
signed the papers, Joey lived for another six months and continued to
be astoundingly active. When he died Dr. Doyle was present for the
autopsy. Joey's pathology report surprised him. Some of the
pathological changes in Joey's lungs were consistent with pulmonary
hypertension that would normally have been present for at least six to
eight years. Nobody knows how you get to that stage when you are not
yet five years old.
Hope this helps your understanding and does not sound too grim. I am
very sorry for all that you are going through, and you are constantly
in my prayers.
Jennifer

Mild Case

2008-05-23 20:48:26

Well apparently my case of TOS is mild. It was hurting really bad for a few
months there, but now it has all but disappeared. Meloxicam helped calm down the
symptoms and even now that i haven't been taking the Meloxicam, i rarely have
symptoms (and when i do, they're very mild). I've had numbness in my left arm
while i sleep the past few nights though, so i may go back on the Meloxicam to
see if it'll help that. Low blood circulation can't be good for any part of the
body.
But i asked my doctor, and he said since my case is mild, it won't cause muscle
loss. He said there is the possibility that it will progress into a worse
condition, so i have to be proactive in doing exercises and so forth. But, for
now at least, it doesn't look like surgery is in order.
I hope i'm making the right decision by not pursuing surgery right now. My
health insurance is changing next year and i'd have to pay a lot of money out of
pocket if i had to have surgery then. I hate making tough decisions :(
~Katy~

Surgery on November 2nd

2008-05-23 07:44:26

Hello all, I'm having surgery on November 2nd with Susan Mackinnon and
Alexander Patterson in st. louis. has anyone had surgery with Susan?
I'm very anxious to have this done, can't be any worse than being in
pain for the past 2 years! I was wanting to hear from someone who has
been a patient of Mackinnon's.

Maddie's check-up

2008-05-23 04:35:27

Hi everyone,
Madison just had her one year follow up with Dr. Ivy. It was last year in
July that she switched from IV remodulin to Ventavis. He was very pleased
with how she was doing. Her pressures are unchanged (130) but she had gained
almost 20 pounds and grew six inches since last year! He may consider
swithing her to inhaled Remodulin but has to see if the study allows
patients with sats as low as Maddie's (80%) to participate. Now, we need to
consider listing her. Something I don't like to think about but I know we
need to do it. Lori Heaton

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] Migraine and Anxiety with TOS?

2008-05-22 18:42:45

How strange!!! I have been getting severe headaches for 6 months or so, I have
has TOS symptoms for over a year now. Do they really go hand in hand???
"bikingrho@..." <bikingrho@...
Rhonda,
I've been newly diagnosed with TOS and my doctor said that my anxiety
and migraine are associated with the TOS. Does anyone else have the
same scenario? I'd be interested to know what you use for migraine
prevention and the anxiety.
Thanks

Migraine and Anxiety with TOS?

2008-05-22 15:40:41

HI, I'm Rhonda,
I've been newly diagnosed with TOS and my doctor said that my anxiety
and migraine are associated with the TOS. Does anyone else have the
same scenario? I'd be interested to know what you use for migraine
prevention and the anxiety.
Thanks

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] The most dangerous food OT

2008-05-22 09:54:22

Now that was cute lol [INLINE]
Betty Thomas <bbutterfly@...

A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa. "The material we put
into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here,
years ago.
Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food
is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us
realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water.
But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all
have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that
causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?"
After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row
raised his hand and said, "Wedding Cake."

Betty
bbutterfly@...

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re: high pulmonary pressure

2008-05-22 04:40:49

good morning everyone....hope all is going well as can be with everyone.

I am writing because when I spoke to the card on the telephone yesterday.....I hope I haven't mentioned this or asked already.......

when we spoke of Noels pressures....I asked him what his estimate was of her pp by echo....he said it was hard to say....and didn't say any number...I have known that Noels pressure was systemic for many years now and that is matched her systolic bp....or at least this is what was estimated by echo...she could never have another cath and was lucky to make it though her first one due to high pressures...we were told.

he said that with everything he has gotten back...all the test results and echo..and symptoms that he would estimate that Noels pul pressures are now higher than her systolic bp..he said that he would estimate that her pp is higher than her blood pressure.

I almost fell out of the chair because I thought that when they matched the systolic bp...that was as high as they could go.....

I am wondering if anyone has ever heard of anything like this happening....if anyone has any info on this subject would you please pass it along to me or even a web site link...

thanks so much....love celeste

The most dangerous food OT

2008-05-22 01:37:54

A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa. "The material we put
into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here,
years ago.
Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food
is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us
realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water.
But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all
have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that
causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?"
After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row
raised his hand and said, "Wedding Cake."

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] Manager of this group?

2008-05-21 13:12:42

Manager.....???
I believe its Cathy......something? She posted an announcement a while back
that she rarely visits this group, don't know really , i believe she goes to
brain-talk instead. I'd be willing to take over being moderator. Moderator is
needed to answer questions if needed and such or be available to moderate the
group. I believe she does some moderating as she has done a great job at sifting
out inappropriate content and pointing out some really good things regarding
whats important to discuss here ect. Cathy, ? if you read this email do you want

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Don't know what the deal is

2008-05-21 11:47:24

Hi Kaiala,

Don't know what's happening but this post came thru just fine. Please don't leave! [INLINE]

God bless,

Mary Ann, OR

Re: [PHA_Parents] a bit more on the update

2008-05-21 07:03:16

I spoke with Noels card this am. he has all the test results back that he did .

we spoke of several things about how we feel about things....etc.

he spoke about how when people get to a stage and you can do a bunch of tests and try a bunch of things but it does not work and it costs monitarily as well as other ways.....I feel we are on the same page.

I don't think there is much else he can do for her...we spoke again about the lasix and I don't think that he felt it good to risk an allergic reaction although he said this can be overstated...

so i guess we are not doing that..

and I have turned the pump up one nano....didn't seem to make much of a difference.

he did tell me that from all the stuff the echo...etc. that he feels her pressures are now higher than her systemic bp....which I take it isn't good.

he did call it a name...

he also said I was right....much of this problem is due to her shunt...he called it something that started with an f...but I can't remember anything.

I also got to slip in what happened with the last card and it wasn't him that made the trouble it was the nurse...I told him someday i would like to write the old card and tell him some things and that he wasn't the reason we had to switch....he thought that a good idea because he must have spoken to the old card. it was the nurse who made the trouble..this was something where the card thought all the bases were covered and everything would go fine....etc.....and that this was something that no doc ever likes to see happen in his practice and I guess he felt very bad about it....it was good that I was able to get this out there....made me feel better and at least he knows the truth and I didn't have to tell him..the old card did....

so not much of what we didn't know....

Noel is having terrible headaches...and she never seems to feel good. He told her the headaches were due to such a lack of 02 among other things..she does wear her 02 but says it does not work to help her headaches....

oh well..gotta run...the dogs are going nuts...much love celeste

Manager of this group?

2008-05-20 23:34:38

I am just wondering who or if there is a manager for this group. The
person who founded it as such. I would like to send them an email to
discuss something, however I am unsure who to send it to?
Thanx Sam

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Couple of questions

2008-05-20 15:24:42

Sue:
I haven't read responses to your question yet, so I don't
know if I'll be repeating myself. Steroids, first of all,
are NOT addicting. They have some rather bad side effects
(swelling, weight gain, steroid induced high blood sugar)
but many times this is one of the only ways to control the
raging sarcoidosis that is going on in the body.
Personally, I've been on higher doses (from 60mg/day and
I'm currently on 35mg/day) for over 1 year,now. I have
gained about 25 lbs and it has messed with my blood sugar
(but I was type II diabetic before the prednisone, it has
just aggrivated it). I do perspire alot (which I
attribute to the prednisone, as well as pre-menapausal).
But without the prednisone, I can't breathe. So, I,
personally feel that the good the prednisone is doing for
me out-weighs the side effects. This is a very personal
decision, however. I know that some on this list take
different medications for sarc. I have just found that
steroid treatment is for me, at least at this point in my
journey with this disease.
Carol
On Fri, 11 Jul 2003 12:46:34 -0700 (PDT)
sue smith <heart_4282003@...

I'm new to this group and have a million questions!

2008-05-20 08:13:45

My name is Dawn, I was told by 3 doctors that I have carpel tunnel in
2005. Those were the Workers Comp doctors. Then I went to a dr. 200
miles away,(non Workers Comp) in 2006 and he did different tests, plus
my 4th EMG and 2 weeks later he said I had TOS.
Now someone please tell me how can 3 dr's be wrong. I even had the
carpel tunnel release in Nov of 2005 on my right hand and the symptoms
just got worse! Is there any help? My grip strength in July 2005 was
60 lbs and now if I really hurt myself it gets up to 22 lbs, that's
really scary!!! My left side is not as bad as my right but it is
slowly getting worse too. Just hoping for some real answers from
people that are in my same shoes. :-)

Aussie, Aussie, Aussie..........!!

2008-05-20 02:25:11

Just wondering if there are any other members in this group from
Australia?

Couple of questions

2008-05-20 00:54:39

I am starting to hear horror stories now from friends
about gong on steroids. They say its addicting and
does terrible things to your body. How long are we
usually on the medicine and is this all true? I have
read steroids are the only thing that helps but is
there a more natrual way like vitamins to help the
steroids do the job?
Do air purifiers help at all?
I want to thank everyone who has answered my many
questions I've had. Sue

Don't know what the deal is

2008-05-19 17:11:00

Hmmmm.... guess I should just leave the group.....

I am still not receiving posts.... that's nearly four days now.... don't even know if this is getting through as it doesn't post to my inbox.

Don't know what's wrong and don't know what to do about it.

kaiala{T}

Rib or Band TOS?

2008-05-19 13:03:53

Hi all,
I have noticed from alot of your posts that most of you have the rib
form of TOS. I actually have the band type, where its like a tight
rubber band wrapped around the nerves and artery down my left arm. I
was wondering if anoyone else has this type of TOS in the group? I do
have a deformed rib cage, however I dont believe it is related to TOS?
I have what is better known as pigeon chest, where my whole rib cage
is sunken in. It has created a big cavity between my breasts. Do any
of you have TOS and the pigeon chest?
Thanx Sam

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] Building up Shoulder Muscles

2008-05-19 02:16:25

Nicola,
I hope someone has an answer for you on this. I have TOS. I had surgery a year
ago. Although that helped so much, I suffer from pain in the shoulder and
shoulder blade of the side I had the surgery on.
I've tried everything from stretches to swimming. I have to take a muscle
relaxant every once in a while. Some days are worse than others.
Peggy
kd_djonma <kd_djonma@...
Hiya everyone!
I need to build up my shoulder muscles.
Two reasons; 1) I have hypermobile shoulders and I need to build up
the muscles to help keep the shoulder joints in place. 2) I just got a
manual wheelchair (ugh - try pushing yourself around with TOS on both
sides... PAINFUL!).
So, does anyone know of good exercises to do to build up shoulder
muscles without making my TOS worse, or even of exercises given to
help TOS, I don't have any at all!
Thanks!
Nicola

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Birthday Reminder

2008-05-18 18:16:54

Happy Birthday JoAnn

Building up Shoulder Muscles

2008-05-18 14:46:25

Hiya everyone!
I need to build up my shoulder muscles.
Two reasons; 1) I have hypermobile shoulders and I need to build up
the muscles to help keep the shoulder joints in place. 2) I just got a
manual wheelchair (ugh - try pushing yourself around with TOS on both
sides... PAINFUL!).
So, does anyone know of good exercises to do to build up shoulder
muscles without making my TOS worse, or even of exercises given to
help TOS, I don't have any at all!
Thanks!
Nicola

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Indoor Hot Tubs Found to be Source of Lung Disease

2008-05-18 11:54:04

Becky this is great to know about. I am going to print it out and send a copy to my doctor. Thanks. Knowing this could save someone from getting this lung condition. I had never heard of it, but then I had never heard of Sarcoidosis until I was diagnosed with it.

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Surgery Cost

2008-05-18 07:55:29

Another question for those who have gotten the surgery. How much did it cost? I
haven't even checked with my insurance yet to see how much they would
cover...but i was just wondering what kind of cost i should be expecting if i do
get surgery?
So much to think about :(
Katy

Indoor Hot Tubs Found to be Source of Lung Disease

2008-05-17 22:32:18

[LINK] Search our website

May 9, 2000

Contact: William Allstetter
(303) 398-1002
allstetterw@...

Indoor Hot Tubs Found to be Source of Lung Disease

Risk Factors for Hot-Tub Lung

Cecile Rose
M .D., MPH

Re: [PHA_Parents] Noel update...third try

2008-05-17 21:50:20

Hello everyone....because I have written two other posts about this....I will be brief and none of my usual comments.LOL

anyway....we made it to the card...all went well....no fighting among Ron or I ...even though we were stressed to the limit.

the day was beautiful...........

at the card...

he did the echo and said her heart still looks good....he usually expects peoples hearts to be going down when they are like this....but Noel s isn't...he told us that it could just poop out sometime...I guess without warning....

we have known this due to the eisenmenger so nothing new.

he really did not like the look of her legs all puffy etc.

we thought she looked great that day....he decided to try some lasix...the pharmacist said it would make a cross reaction with her sulpha allergy so we didn't fill it. Dr. Battle left a message on my machine this am ....that hydrodurill ...what she took before would not do what he was hoping for with her legs so just don't do anything about it for now and probably not a good idea to try the lasix. he didn't like the fact that her legs were like wood...told you they were hard!

checked her sats....I think they were between 58 and 60.....at rest

he didn't like that and then it was time to go to another room so ron asked if she could walk with the sat monitor on....she did and within...30 to 45 seconds her sats dropped to 45 and she couldn't walk another step. the nurse went and told him right away and he didn't like that....they did see her legs going black though...so they knew we were telling the truth.

they turn black quite quickly..I guess from low sats.

he wanted some fluid off..not gonna happen i guess now.

after he saw her sats at 45 from almost no walking...he agreed her life is pretty shity right now...basically....he agreed that quality of life is very important...it is most important to me you know...and the fact that she can't even enjoy her music is a real rip. I think it is interesting how you can be speaking to her and she will just like be gone...like asleep or something ....that must be from the sats too.

and he said she could go up with her remodulin...he said something has to give...no one can go on like this...

so we went up one nano yesterday....we will see how things go....it didn't make much of a difference....but maybe it will.

that was about it..........

he said this is the hardest case he has....and that Noels condition is like critical at this point.

it is funny how someone could be in bad shape but not really seem that bad....and some days she doesn't look half bad at all. some days her voice will be so hoarse and I will think of the pulmonary artery enlarging...and then later I will hear her singing.....maybe not the same as before ....but singing??

they did bw...I didn't hear anything about it except the platelets...they were up to 34,000 which really made ron and i happy. the hematology nurse said they could bounce around like this...she told me that this am....

this cardiologist is excellent....he just doesn't say everything is great because that is what you want to hear. You can see in his eyes and his face that he cares and that Noels case is important to him. He said he will see her again in one month and that he will see her every week if need be. He is so nice...I feel kind of sad about dumping all of this with her case in his lap but we really needed him and I think God had something to do with us finding him. Noel says it was my mom who passed away in 1995...she says she lead us too him. She is a funny girl.

he said this is the best climate for her because of the less humidity etc. he was shocked about how downhill she went in the three months since he hadn't seen her...

but with Noel that is how it works with the remod.

at first we turned it up a lot to get her to a high dose...then it was only up every couple of months...then it went to turning the pump up once or twice a month.....if you don't turn it up the symptoms come back with a vengence.

I feel better.....even though he really didn't tell us anything was good or better with Noel. I am the type that needs to know what is up....it is the fear of the unknown that almost kills me.....even if it is bad....I can deal with it as long as I know what is going on.

he didn't say anything about Boston or anything like that but I already knew inside that there isn't anything more they can do for her........I knew that someone that couldn't do a 6 minute walk test probably couldn't get into a trial.....she never could before...

I can't remember off hand if he said anything else.

He is just very very good....but as I said i feel bad that all this was dumped into his lap. Thank you Jennifer for pointing this out to me....that cards/ some doctors have very deep feelings when nothing else can be done....sad....but hey...we got today!!!!

I will write again later...the caseworker is coming at two..and I have to clean...yuck!

I am going to ask her about the wavier program buying Noel some stuff like a shower that I can push her wc in etc.....or a big one with a shower chair that if need be...I would only have to transfer her to it.....

has anyone else experienced this with the one minute falling asleep type of thing.....is may be sad but still can be kind of funny to experience...

much love...hope everyone is well and keeping cool....

much love celeste

Re: [PHA_Parents] to the group

2008-05-17 12:11:57

I haven't seen the post come through either and don't know what is up...could be the script...I didn't see any of my posts come through.....love celeste

Re: I'm new to the group, thought I'd say g'day!

2008-05-17 10:26:09

HI,
I'M A 62 YEAR OLD SUFFERING FROM TOS. I HAVE BEEN TO NUMBERS OF DOCTORS
AND THEY ALL SAY THE SAME THING I THINK YOU HAVE TOS BUT VERY HARD TO
DETERMINE. I SUFFER WITH PAIN IN COLLAR BONE, NECK ARM , SHOULDER . AND
MY THREE FINGERS ALL ON THE LEFT SIDE. I HAVE HAD SHOTS THERAPHY ALL THE
TEST AND NOTHING IS POSITIVE ALL I KNOW IS HOW PAIN FULL THIS IS . SOME
TIME I THINK THESE DOCTORS JUST WON'T LISTEN.

Re: Muscle Loss?

2008-05-16 20:38:37

Hi Katy,
I believe the weakness in my left hand has been as a result of the
muscle I have lost. Of the 4 Neurologists/surgeons that I have seen,
they have all commented that my hand is the worse case of TOS they
have ever seen. The difference between my 2 hands is crazy. The left
one makes the right one actually look fat!! I have been fortunante
enough not to have experienced neck/back pain. I do have a constant
ache in my elbow joint though, that gets particularly bad when I am
driving my car. I struggle to do up a bra, buttons, open muesli bar
packs for my boys, tie up and plat my step daughters' hair. Going
food shopping is difficult aswell. I cant pick up any kinds of
tinned or jarred food with the left hand, I just dont have the
strength. I can however carry in the shopping bags!! It is just
really small, fiddly things that I cant cope with.
I had to have the surgery as the type of TOS I suffer from is the
band one. Its like a rubber band wrapped around my nerves and artery
that travel down to my left hand, it was strangling them. The nerves
couldnt send the pulse to my muscles, which is what caused them to
waste away. Unfortuenately the band has reformed since my last
surgery and I am now in the process of having more surgery. I had
the MRI scan on Thursday night and have to go to hospital in 2 weeks
time for those dreaded nerve conduction studies. I particulary hate
the needle one, its not very pleasant at all! The thing that hurts
the most is the bill at the end of it, $425 AU. Like I want to hand
over that amount money for the pain they cause me!!
Good luck with all
Sam

Muscle Loss?

2008-05-16 13:37:00

I feel like i've done a lot of research on TOS, but still know very little about
it really. I've heard a few of you mention that TOS caused you to lose strength
in an arm or hand...is that due to muscle loss or what exactly?
Right now, i'm still contemplating surgery. The thing that makes me keep
doubting myself is that the pain isn't constant. It may be constant for a few
weeks...but then it'll just 'disappear' for a few days or weeks before it shows
up again. During those pain-free times, it's hard for me to make myself make
plans for surgery...although i know it's inevitable that the pain will show its
ugly face again sooner than later.
Other than pain though, what other kind of damage is TOS doing behind the scenes
that i may not know about? Am i looking at nerve damage? Muscle damage? Other
damage? Is it something that will do more damage the longer i wait to get
surgery?
Also, can TOS cause tight muscles in the back of the neck and
upper-back/shoulders? I've been experiencing that as well for the last week or
two, and can't tell if it's related to the TOS or something different
altogether. All i know is that the tightness isn't going away, even after a
professional massage and Benedryl.
Thanks for any advice ya'll can give me! I'm so tired of dealing with this
condition...
Katy

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] I'm new to the group, thought I'd say g'day!

2008-05-16 13:24:58

Sam, (keep this email for when you have your baby)
I had my last child two yrs ago with TOS on both sides. I developed diabetes and
edema late. Now though.It has been like climbing without shoes. You get no where
as far as pain goes, it just aggrevates the hell out of you. The constant love
from the baby keeps up your happiness after the delivery. The baby smiles take
away the tension. When the meds wear off and you have been holding babes for 4
hrs longer then the doc says thats when you wonder if your gonna b able to hold
a cup to feed your self, yes a cup to feed you, exactly. You become the baby
too!!! HHMM..no one can believe Im doing this mommy thing again 11 yrs later
with a disability...im a nut!
The way I see it with my two yr old now. You must be careful holding your child,
lifting and bending into the car seat esp. Avoid a playpen unless like me i cut
a door out of the screen mesh to avoid bending. Before that i ended up in the
er from pulling a back muscle. I just stay on the floor all day, eat on the
floor, play there and read too. It makes the lifting non existant when you go to
their level instead.But when everyone is asleep and your cuddled up to that baby
its like all that pain goes away, with love and joy......
Email me anytime. I have tons of tips on babycare with TOS. I was thinking of
writing a book for disabled parents who have children. But I cant type much. Oh
and did I say I had time...ahahha! Its more then worth it. Make sure your cribs
rail goes up and down, you have a good pillow or three for under the arms and
you use back pillows to support you once you start to get so tired....al your
holding up is the baby. I have tons of advice.goodnight,
girlymom

I'm new to the group, thought I'd say g'day!

2008-05-16 03:27:45

Hi I'm Sam. I am 30 years old as was diagnosed with TOS in 2002. I
had decompression surgery in Feb 2004, it took 18 months from
diagnoses to surgery! I have severe muscle wastage in my left hand
and am now losing the muscles around my wrist and lower arm. I
suffer from a constant ache in the joint of my elbow and regular
numbness and tingling. My little finger and the one next to it are
starting to curl and my hand feels cold all the time. After surgery,
although my muscles never returned, my condition was stable. In Dec
2005 I went back to my GP as I noticed a change in my hand, it was
becoming even weaker. To cut a long story short I am now in the
process of having a repeat operation. I have another MRI scan
tomorrow and those horrible nerve tests a fortnight later. I see the
Neuroligist and Nuerosurgeon in october. If I lift my arm up I have
no pulse in my wrist at all. I am the mother of 2 gorgeous boys and
am engaged to be married next September. I am hoping my scars will
not be to bad as I have had a strapless dress made! My last surgery
has left a lovely 8cm scar on my neck above my collar bone. My
finace is in the Royal Australian Navy and we live in Sydney. My
biggest fear with TOS, is not being able to care for a baby. We plan
to conceive as soon as we are married. Due to the lack of strength
in my hand, I find it difficult to change my twin neice and nephew's
nappies. I am hoping my surgery will be done sooner than later, so
that I can maintain the very little strength that I have left. My
finace has 2 duaghters with his ex wife, who are with us for the
school holidays, I cant even put their hair up properly anymore. I
get so upset about all of this and no one seems to understand.
That's why I decided to find a group of other sufferers! I look
forward to getting to know you all!
Sam

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Seem to have a problem

2008-05-16 00:40:13

I don't know what to suggest next Kaiala. On one of my groups, I'm getting double of everything.

Re: [PHA_Parents] Becky and Flolan

2008-05-15 16:00:56

Pam,
This is the way I see it:
Would you want Dr. Ivy performing scoliosis surgery on your child? No,
if course not. That is not his field or where his training is.
At the same time, you do not want the surgeon trying to manage Becky's
PH.
The thing about children with PH is that they can crash hard and fast.
The other thing about PH, which Joey's doctor discussed with me once,
and several of my PICU nurse friends have confirmed is this: when
people with PH crash during a procedure, they do not respond to many of
the normal medications used to resuscitate people. Normally, say, the
first line drug is epinephrine for cardiac arrest, because it raises
the blood pressure. But it also raises the pulmonary pressures. And if
PH is part of the reason the patient crashed, well, it will do nothing.
And if you cannot resuscitate the person, well, then they die.
Surgery is full of situations that can routinely cause people to crash,
they can lose too much blood, have reactions to anesthesia, etc. One
attempts to minimize these risks by controlling the environment as much
as possible.
To put it bluntly, you want the pulmonary pressures as well controlled
as possible going into a procedure like this, otherwise you are placing
the patient at risk for sudden death. You do not want the surgeon to
make the determination as to how to optimally control her pulmonary
pressures, just like you would not want Dr. Ivy to perform orthopedic
surgery.
At the same time, you cannot make Becky's body tolerate the flolan any
faster than it can. I think you just have to be honest with Becky and
the doctors and find out what the options are. If Becky cannot tolerate
the flolan increases and the surgery has to be rescheduled, then Becky
will probably have to remain on flolan until the new surgery date. She
should know this, and know that it may not be what she wants but it is
being done for her safety. This may seem like the end of the world but
it is not. Losing your child during the surgery would be far more like
the end of the world.
I know this is a rough time for you, with all that you have going on.
You have my best wishes and prayers.
Jennifer

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Thinkers (OT)

2008-05-15 13:11:36

I liked these Mary Ann.

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Re: [Thoracic Outlet Syndrome] TOS Surgery post op answers to your questions

2008-05-15 10:10:53

1.How was it right after surgery? Day of? The first couple days?
A:Sore and tired, I was in hospital 3nights. Slept alot, walked the
hospital halways, they teach you some excercises to do at home.
2.What was it was like when you left the hospital?
A:The ride home was a bit uncomfortable. The first day I slept alot
and I was sore. No bra.. loose shirts... seamless would be better
but I wore mine insideout. Pants that you can pull up and off with
only one hand .. you wont beable to use both for pulling up jeans. I
could't lift a pop bottle to get a drink the first few days but each
day gets better. It takes time and rest and excercise. But I feel
better than b4 surgery already. no headaches
3.What was it like getting around?
A: I was able to walk around my house np, a little hard to get
comfortable laying down. I did get sore when I went for a real walk
after only being home a few days... live and learn . Go slow ..
listen to your doctor and do your excercises. After a week I went as
a passenger to the grocery store, it was tiring and I really didnt
like the drive.
4.What did you need help with? ie. how steady were you, how well
could you take care of yourself? Help going to the bathroom?
Showering/bathing?
A: I could go to the bathroom okay when I came home. Washing my back
was hard. Bathing in a warm tub is the easiest way to keep scar dry.
I am at 3 weeks post op today. And on Monday I was able to wash my
hair in the sink without help.. I was very excited. The pain is not
as bad as my hysterctomy. Just go slow and dont overdo it.
5.Did you need help with the incision at all?
A: No, They put my stiches inside I dont even see them.. and they
glued the outside shut...they remove the bandages b4 you go home and
tell you .. if you get it wet dry it right away, dont use hot water
just warm. No shaving no deodorant.
A: They gave me a precription the day I left the hospital.Which I
really needed the first week. And now I just talk Advil. Yes I used
ice a few times and it does help. Keep in mind I found that if I
kept the swelling down I kept the level of pain down.
7.How did you deal with meals, dishes, laundry, shopping? Did you
use public transportation?
A: Okay the first week you wont be doing much... you will be tired
get used to toast and easy things like microwave foods that you can
make while you are alone. YOu won't bealble to use a can opener, or
lift a pot. I now just started using my slow cooker. I bought baby
potatoes I can;t peal just yet, baby carrots and lots of different
slow cooker ideas. If Im going to need something cut up I will get
my husband to do it the night b4 and just leave it in the fridge
till the next day and throw everything in the cooker and leave it.
I could not do dishes for over a week .... plus the pots mostly
weigh too much.Even still at 3 weeks I can only wash dishes they are
lighter underwater... but I cant dry them or lift to put them away.
Laundry .. forget it .. its too heavy wet to lift to the dryer.
Shopping you will need somone else to do it for the first 2 weeks
and then you could go but you cant push the cart or lift things so
you will have to have someone go with you.
13.How active were you, ie. walking around?
A: Week one .. not active just sore and tired
week two... less sore walking more still tired and worst at
night. Take naps or short rest it really helps to keep the pain down.
Morning is the best time to have my bath and do a few things cause
I feel good. Usually by 8pm the pain is comming back and I head for
the bed.
Well I hope I answered your questions.

Re: [Sarcoidosis_Support] Keepers (OT)

2008-05-14 22:00:47

This brings back some old (but good) memories. If we're lucky we have many keepers. Thanks Mary Ann

Betty
bbutterfly@...

Seem to have a problem

2008-05-14 12:47:46

Well, I'm not getting messages again...

I checked the Group site and there are some for the 10th and I've rec'd none of them.

Just great

kaiala{T}

Re: [PHA_Parents] Stress

2008-05-14 11:49:36

the card told us that Noel is to have no stress.....he really emphasized this....several times.....I thought that was interesting and he also said that the climate we live in is better for her...she is really effected by the heat...

did you get my original post about what happened in vermont? I didn't see it....

thanks....much love celeste

Chirocare and Kaiser Health Plan

2008-05-14 01:48:49

I just wanted to note that a few people, friends only, told me
I should try seeing a chiropractor about 5 yrs ago. Since in the first
year I was pretty desperate I did try the chiro. I asked my neurologist
what he thought and he said I could try it although chiropractors who do
know about TOS and say that they can help pain mean that they may be
able to reduce some of the neck compression temporarily and basically
loosen up the vertabrae a bit. I discovered after having 6 sessions
early on that my Neuro was right. And this chiro wasnt that great. My
neck pain lessened and my back wasnt as tense. Although the tension that
was being released really had nothing to do to help the TOS it only
helped the muscle tension that accompanies TOS. Meaning and for example
it is a symptom of a symptom, that is the muscle tightness. Just like
when your tight and dont stretch you get tense muscles.
So instead of seeing my chiropractor more, which after a while
started causing my TOS to flair up, I just decided to stretch my neck
more and started some stretching excercises that my neuro taught me. The
vertabrae movement of my spine while seeing the chiro just aggrivated
my nervous system towards the last few sessions. In fact i couldnt bare
it anymore. At this time I wasnt even diagnosed yet.So the suspicion was
a pinched nerve. My neuro had me take a BODY MECHANICS CLASS his office
offered. It was for TOS patients only. Now that changed my life. The
teacher taught us on how to do everyday things like cleaning without
hurting ourselves. She taught us how to position ourselves properly in
every situation....even sex. The biggy was the use of pillows and neck
props. She insisted the use of a pillow between the scapula when you
sleep to open the subclavical area. If you do this do it right. Also the
use of back braces and how to cook, drive and vacume. I encourage people
who have TOS to hire a Ergonomics Instructor to come to your home and
get some Body Mechanics Training. It will reduce your pain so much. I
took 4 classes of that.
There is one chiropractor here in town who claims to have healed TOS
patients with his techniques. I cant step into his office with my Neuros
approval or anyone elses so thats not even a thought, esp. if my workers
comp. does not get a referal from a Dr. I'm seeeing for TOS. I guees my
feelings are chiros my help if really trained in TOS but just like other
alternative care treatments, like yoga and accupuncture workers comp
wont approve it, and its costly if out of pocket.
I just got Kaiser Medical Plan through my MEDICARE. My Kaiser Plan
offers an New Alternative Health Care Division although since I am
permanently disabled and on social security it is through my MEDICARE A
AND B. That means I can see a primary Dr.at Kaiser and when he finds out
I have TOS he then can refer me to the Alternative ahealth Care Dept. I
was informed that this new approach is the first ever to be tried in any
Major Health Care Group. Its a first and definatly worth the try. I saw
the words Holistic, Yoga Classes and Herbs in the Manual for the
Alternative system which opens my eyes to the health care system a lot
more now. I cant wait to check it out. Good health to all, keep the
faith.
girlymom

ENCOURAGING FOR TOS SURVIVORS

2008-05-13 21:09:21

Stronger Than Disease
I've felt chastened, as ill people do, by how vulnerable the self is to
its neurotransmitters and hormones. Thankfully, for me this humbleness
is eased by the revelation that this same biochemical mechanism -
guided by what, the unanswered question - is a potent force for health.
As Oliver Sachs writes, "for the powers of survival, of the will to
survive, and to survive as a unique inalienable individual, are,
absolutely, the strongest in our being: stronger than any impulses,
stronger than disease."
GIRLYMOM

Thinkers (OT)

2008-05-13 19:48:29

[INLINE]
When weeding a garden, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant.
The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement.
Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
There are two kinds of pedestrians -- the quick and the dead.
Life is sexually transmitted.
An unbreakable toy is useful for breaking other toys.
If quitters never win, and winners never quit, then who is the fool who said, "Quit while you're ahead?"
Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth.
Get the last word in: Apologize.
Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach that person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks.
Some people are like Slinkies... Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to?
Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again.
All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism.
Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents?
In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.
Politics is supposed to be the second oldest profession. I have come to realize that it bears a very close resemblance to the first.
How is it that one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire?
AND THE # 1 THOUGHT FOR THE DAY: You read about all these terrorists -- most of them here legally, but they hung around on these expired visas, some for as long as 10 -15 years. Now, compare that to Blockbuster; you are two days late with a video and those people are all over you. Let's put Blockbuster in charge of immigration.

Keepers (OT)

2008-05-13 11:33:06

Dear Keeper:

Re: [PHA_Parents] Flolan to Barbara

2008-05-13 07:14:10

Evannne,

Thank you for those words. It really has given me some peace of mind. This morning Amy and I are attending a support group with a guest speaker from Myogen. This will be our first meeting. Do you attend support group meetings?

Thanks again.

Barbara (Amy's mom)
Lady Evanne <ladyevanne@...

Hi Barbara,

Here is our experience with Flolan. Sean first had a central line- in his upper left chest area, and then it moved to his right chest (mirror image) and then when that line was infected the transplant nurse coordinator (in LA) decided he should have the PICC line put in and they did one arm, then the other. First he had them in his upper arm and he had them changed about every six months, and now they are being moved around since Sean's veins are all curly cued and the line must be inserted in fluoroscopy- instead of the infusion nurses just doing it in the infusion center. He says that one day he will play connect the dots....These ladies clean his line weekly and do the INR/PT blood work- Sean has to have special tubes for that procedure- he has a high hemoglobin count and if they use a regular PT tube his measurements are all screwy. When Sean first went on Flolan, we had a wonderful nurse educator, her name is Elizabeth,and she is Swiss. Not that tit makes any matter,
but she had a great impact upon us, she brought out of date flolan and diluent to the hospital with cassettes,a and everything you needed plus some to learn how to mix the Flolan. She did this every day with us, and we learned. It really isn't horrible to learn how to do it (or I am a nerdy Mom and just did it---I can't remember the way I felt about it, except it was proving to keep my son alive so I would have tried to stand on my head and spit silver nickels if it would have helped).

I know the first few times we ended up in the emergency room I was as totally freaked out and very unwilling to leave Sean's side. Do not separate yourself from Amy, it